I trust God.
I lost my niece and my own children before they were ready to be born. I lost my mother five months after our kidney transplant, but I trust that God allowed this to happen for a reason that only He knows.
I choose to believe that when He takes those we love, it is not to hurt us.
I believe that He has a purpose in all that He allows. As painful as it is to go through, I have come to understand that it may be to spare us more hurt and pain in the future.
Have these losses caused me pain and heartache? Absolutely, but what sustains me is I know that God knows and has felt my pain.
How do I know?
He sacrificed His own Son, because He loved me.
I trust God.